Not sure why but today I’ve had this overwhelming fear of my grandfather not being able to attend my wedding. His health is declining and his personality is fading. It makes me so sad to think that he might miss my special day. It makes me sad that he most likely won’t be able to walk me down the aisle. God damn that shit is sad.
I’m not a violent person but I think some people just need a good ass beating, am I right?
Maybe karma really does handle people in time, though.
Be calm, only by a calm consideration of our existence can we achieve our purpose to live together - Be calm - love me - today - yesterday - what tearful longings for you - you - you - my life - my all - farewell. Oh continue to love me - never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved.
*white kid from 90’s tv show on bed throwing baseball up in the air and catching it while staring at ceiling*
Anxiety is like perpetually hearing the boss/enemy music but never seeing the threat.